Good News!!!

Congratulations to Alice who just gave birth to a new life although I still do not know is a baby girl or boy but it is a greatest news I'd ever get from my friend!!! She's brave and beautiful but I still can't wait to visit her this weekend. She must be very tired and having a good rest in the hospital. I wonder is a he or she.

To Alice: Wish you have a speedy recovery, healthy baby, back to your perfect bodyline, and pamper by the whole world!!!

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- F A I R N E S S -

Some time people is very hard headed towards the word "FAIRNESS". Yes, I'm one of the idiot! Actually from my point of view, I don't understand the existence of this word in the first place! The first day we breathe, the world seems so beautiful. The longer we live, the dark side of the world seems to emerse more clearly. Why I said that, I will explain later but first and foremost, I would really like to know to origin of this word. Where should I start? Meaning of "Fairness"? Relate very closely to another moronic word "Justice"... equality...

So I went dictionary.com website and perform a word search, there I type aiF Aee I Rrr eN yeE eS eS (Indian wannabe)! Yay! Fairness. Why I pick this website? It is because I don't have an Oxford Dictionary at home, need to pay in order to use OED website as online dictionary, and it is quite complete. I think dictionary.com have to pay me for being so hard sell. Opps... back to the defination of "Fairness". I mulled over the website and below is one of the defination that I picked:

free from bias, dishonesty, or injustice: a fair decision; a fair judge.

After few minutes, I would like to create a sentence with all the above words. Human are not free from bias, everyone tell lies which leads to dishonesty, men and women, children and adults alike, injustice decision made everyday no matter is from the judges, juries or even the police force whereby bad people still free from punishment although they are unethical, violated laws, commit crime and it only shows one thing, the world will never have fair decision or not even to mention fair judgement! Gosh... at last, I can express my dissatisfaction in just one sentence! o o o ... okay... feeling lot more better now... It's time for my to find the origin.

I type wikipedia.com this time. After a few seconds the page loaded and I type "FAIRNESS" on the search field and it pops up the origin of Justice. See... I told you, it is very much related to the justice! So I glance through the whole page. While scrolling down, I spotted the word Fairnes and I stop my finger from scrolling down using the mouse, but sadly, I still can't find the origin!!! Forget it!!!

hmmm... it's time to tell you why I pick the word today! I'm came back from work very late today. It's almost 12am. I drive my car and when I was few hundred meters away, I spotted around 10 cement bags laying the place where I usually park my car. I mean how can they put those things in front of my house, furthermore they should have known that I need more space to park my car. The "THEY" means my moronic neighbor who is rich enough to renovate their house! So I tell myself, if I still see those things when I'm back from work again tomorrow, I will either kill my neighbor's dog, scratch his car or tell them to put all those rubbish aside. Of course I choose the third option. I'm not a mad dog!

The story haven't finish yet. I can't afford to allocate any time for surfing on the internet today during working hour, so my itchy hands search for the internet to read news paper online after dinner. The headline news, increase of bumiputras equity! First of all, I'm not racist, but why do they need this kind of privillege? If they are good, why do they need protection from the government? Am I Malaysian, I wonder? Oh no... I'm a chinese that live in Malaysia, that's why. Hello we are citizen of Malaysia! CRAP!!!!!!!!

Here is the saddest part, one of the victim riding motorcycle was being kick down and get robbed. He work very hard to get the salary he earned and those stupid doofuss doing nothing but to robbed other people money. The victim decided to leave the job he had in Singapore and return back to his hometown.

There's too many thing which is unfair and injustice in this whole wide world. What can this tiny little human can do?

Note: Don't worry about me, this is just part of the way of releasing stress after long hour work. Balance of life is the best thing that I should learn. I still seeking it. Hopefully one day I understand the balance of life more and obtain it.

OMG!!!!

This is bad... very bad... I do not know where to start off with because this two months too many things had happened... both happy and sad thing... sigh... how should I start?

Let's do a summary:
-Penang Trip
First gulp of blue label!!!!!!
-Screw up in one of the given task!
-I'd a wonderful and memorable birthday celebration.
-Successfully completed the shit task which before that failed to do so
-Heineken Thirst Party - Armanda Groove Sound System
Arrive at Garry's house earlier to drink more liquor before going to the rave. We get high a bit but upon arrival to the rave party, I can't feel it anymore. Dance and sweat until 1-2am then we leave the rave and head to teochew porridge. I think by the time we go home it's already 2-3AM.
-Neway Karaoke
Everyone must be wondering what so special about this event since I go for Karaoke almost every week. Hehehe... the point here is that we sang for 7 hours. From 5pm to 12am close to 1am.
-PD Trip
As usual all get drunk and play like mad!
-Fortune telling by Zodiac
Fun fun fun and will take note of something which I really need to change!

As normal human like me, after going to so many places and did not have sufficient rest, at last I fall sick last week and my voice still not fully recover yet. Hey hey no worries... I got a lot sick cat companion so no worries. =p

I think I shall update the blog more frequently now so I can get more details in sharing my sadness and happiness of my life with everyone. ^.^

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*Off the track*

Hokay... it's been almost a month since the last post. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm busy and have no time to update it but the word "LAZY" suites me more. Ha! Well let's forget about everything about work related matters which always make me feels miserable, but I should talk about my trip to Penang this weekend.

This is the first trip that we are going to have this year and we gather a total of eight buddies to be on this trip. Here's the plan, we start off at 2AM... yeah you didn't get me wrong... it is 2AM but not 2PM... sound ridiculous? anything is possible or nothing is impossible for us... MAD! The first stop will be at Jln Ipoh for supper and we shall start our journey to Penang after that.

I hope no one will fluff our trip. I just want to enjoy a getaway with my bunch of "bestest" of the best friends... hahaha...

Well that's it... time for me to get some rest... ciao...

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Say No for hopping job

I mulled over on the job offer and I'd decided to say NO! I do not want myself gone out on a limb while I'm not able to commit the hour and discipline that the job requires. I have no hurry to change another job although I'm not happy with my current superior. Of course I do understand wherever you go, there's people you dont like and it depends on how you handles it. I do think I handle it too emotionally which somehow I think it is immatured.

Perhaps just treat it as lesson learned and moving on to a better person is the best that I should do. I'm gaining back passion on work lately. I starts to communicate more with my so called "TS" although she always deligate job to me which I'd no idea with while she still the same old day pretending busy.

The good thing is that, I came to office on time today, 9AM! Hahaha are you dumbfounded when you read this =p So while I'm walking in to the office, one of my collegue gave me a small present which really surprised me. She told me this is a token of appreciation for the KT session. I'm astonished! I don't know what to say next and walk away. Back to my usual working place and I look at the present and question myself, what I did? Then I message her and apologise for reacting strangely. Appreciation needs to be shown in this circumstances, so I say "Thank you so much and you really need not to do this as it is part of my responsibility to KT my job to you". Well she brighten up my day although it's nothing to other people but it's an important gift to me. I really appreciates it...

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Brazil Lost in Quater Final match =(

WTF! Brazil lost again to France just like eight years ago! For me, this year World Cup has ended for good. Argentina lost to Germany and Brazil lost to France. Their World Cup journey ended much too fast and unpredictable. At least Argentina put out a good fight with Germany and I think that match was the most exciting match for 2006 World Cup. As for Brazil, I really can't see their effort to fight France hence, both striker not performing at all. Sucks...

Sa Sa Pau

Sa Sa Pau is a nick name of my beloved dumbo colleague. He set up his own blog site and I'm here to advertise it. Here's the link. Please show your support to him by posting as much comments as you can. He's creative but mostly creative stuff is pretty hard to understand. I mulled over his blog and I still can't get what's the Goof Day means.

Note: For those who is n0t so good in English like me, you may want to get a dictionary while reading his blog which is full of CRAP!

*~*~*~*~ Career Path ~*~*~*~*

27th June 2006

I go office five days a week, average nine hours a day without any direction and vision of my future. What's my specialisation? I'm carrying a name "IT Operation Specialist" but there's nothing I specialise in. What team I belong to? Am I capable enough to perform in work? Is this what I want? All these question cause me having imsonia for few days.

At this point of time, I don't really know what I want and I believe this is the stage that I need to make a crucial decision that works for my future career path. The question is whether you want to be a technical person or something which work between IT and Finance.

I had an informal phone conversation with my Manager yesterday night. I talked about all the uneasy feelings I'm having in my current team and wanted to join IPC team in different account. He told me that I had the potential to join the team but maturity in work is not there yet. He advises me to join IM team which manages project, people and costing if I would really looking forward for IPC role.

I'm afraid of people having the perception that I'm not serious in my work and hopping from one team to another. Is this the way I carry myself that cause them to have this kind of image on their thinking? To be honest, I really don't know what I want. I joined HP as a normal administrator which just producing report and hosting weekly meetings. Now my title changed to IT Operation Specialist after joining Customer Access, Server Backup and UNIX team. Ironically, when I look behind, my career path is empty! Pathethic huh... yeah I think it is...

I totally agree to all the things my manager told me and I'm digesting his advise which is so helpful. He told me not to afraid to voice out if you really don't like the work I'm doing and don't waste your time although you are still young. If I show dedication to work in IM team, maybe in one year time I might able to join IPC team. This is depends on how much I could absorb and grow in that team for one year.

The statement that I like from my manager is that he told me "When I did something wrong, you point it out to me, make sure my word is convincing then you're ready for IPC role". He's really a good manager that shape me who am I in this company today. I hope this is not a WINDY promises but well in this society there are no such word call "Guaranteed" and it has to based on my own ability or will to get what I want.

Passion in work is another issue on the other hand. I'm seeking something I have passion on, so I do need to bring my lazy bum to work every morning without a reason. I must make sure the decision I made is what I want from all the option I have and don't ever question myself again, I mean within 1-2 years time.

It's time to make up my mind to decide which path should I go...

Red Wine in Medesto's @.@

25th June 2006

Had a relax night out at Medosto's KL yesterday. We ordered a pizza and a bottle of Merlot red wine. We watched football match between England and Ecuador (hope I spell it correctly). It's an exciting games and the funniest thing is that Lisa seems more frustrated that Garry when they missed the chance to goal, while Garry is the one who made a bet for England to win . Funny... Lisa wore a red top with white in color three quarter trousers, which made her as if she's one of the England supporter there, in fact, it's just a coincidence.

What a night... I do enjoy it very much and I think I'll miss the atmosphere of football fever once the world cup ends.

I had a bad day!

21st June 2006

Clock ticking, few hours passed since i fell asleep at 11PM yesterday but still, I'm in my dreamland, on my comfy bed, hugging body length role pillow, resting myself. I was awake at 7a.m. due to a "nature call" that force me to bring my lazy bum up from the bed and walk sluggishly to the restroom. Sigh I hate this!

While I'm doing something private at restroom, my mum walk straight one floor up, stepping outside my restroom and tell me that someone broke into my car around 5AM. My brain seems not functioning and in semi-conscious state, well as I'm still halfly at my dreamland, I did not give any response to her. After 5minutes, I starts to think back what the crap is my mum talking about? Someone broke into my car? AT 5AM?

Thinking of it, my heart starts beating fast and oxygen pumping up to my brain. I felt lost and wanted to know more about the thing that my mum told me. I starts to threw a lot of questions to my mum such as how,when and what? After that, I flee to see how bad is the condition of my car. I saw my left back seat window was lowered and small little triangle shape window was smashed.

My mum told me she had log a police report at morning 5 something, so I cannot touch anything on that car yet. She said the police will only come around 10AM. *Exasperated Sigh* What the hell is wrong with the police force in our country. I do understands that this is not a big case or involve someone who dies but still, a normal citizen who made a report, as a police force you should come over on timely manner. What if they caught the culprit which might not far away from our house? Riduculous bunch of useless crap! This is how they treated tax payer!

Oh yea... about the condition of my car... erm... *Thinking the best words to describe how the situation would like*. There are lots of small pieces glass scattered around my car seats. All the things on the left compartment under the dashboard was taken out and left untouched on front left seat as told by my mum. Back seat was force opened as the stealer try to find something valuable at my car rear. What a mess! @.@

Luckily I spent only RM165 to fix everything which some how still paid by my mum. What a bad and tiring day!

20 Hours Weekend Getaway!

After few hours nap... I feel refreshing... I took a bath and dinner, here am I now writing this blog of what I had did yesterday before I forget about all the details.

The day starts off at 10am. I'm awaken by my mom's high pitch voice which hurts my ears and immediately wake up with all stars circuling my head! As usual, I brush my teeth, wash my face, and go for a wee wee. Then I starts to search my wardrobes for something casual and when I'm thinking of the journey, I know I need something really comfortable hence must be in bright color so that I won't feel that hot under the sun.

When I'm done dressing up, I walk down and told my mum "I'm ready, let's go". Then I take my car key and start engine up. After a few minutes warming it up, I step on accelerator paddle and starts our journey of the day.

Hold on a minute, I forgot to mention where are we heading huh... and who is the 'we' that I mentioning... I'm actually going to visit my sister who living in Subang, Putra Heights, with my mum and younger brother. One person who is missing which is Kim. He needs to go office for training on the first half of the day, so he'll meeting us up in the afternoon. I presume everything is clear now and lets proceed.

While I'm driving in my car, conversation with my mum seems neverending. Erm, would not consider that as a conversation cause only my mum talking and I'm listening while my younger brother entertaining her. She seems like a bird chirping beside my ears and I feel really frustrated especially early in the morning. Of course 10:30am is not consider as wee hour of morning but for me, it's early for Saturday and Sunday.

After 45minutes, at last I arrived Sunway Pyramid. I hardly visit this shopping mall, well the reason is very obvious which I think one word 'FAR' describe the best! My brother and me weren't taken any breakfast that morning so we try to find a light breakfast before the movie. We went to Bread Story bakery shop bought different flavor of buns. My mum wanted an ice cream so I bought her a scoop of ice cream in cone. There's coffee table and silver metal chairs just behind the ice cream stalls. So we decided to have our breakfast there while my mum eating her ice cream just like a small girl. Then my sister calls and wanted to meet us at the same place.

After several minutes, my sister and her fiance finally arrived. So we queue for some snacks and drinks before walk in to the cinema. We watched "Over the Hedge" for almost 2 hours with joy and laughter.

We decided to go my sister's house after movie and window shopping at almost 3PM I think. Afer 20minutes, here we are at my sister's house. It's the first visit after my sister bought a sofa and television placed at living room. It's cozy and comfy. The new sofa is beige in color and it's L shape.

By 4PM, my mum suggest to have a little gambling session. My sister take mahjong set from her store room. We starts playing mahjong and ends at 5:30PM. Hehe... I won RM10 that day...

We had Steambot for dinner at one of the Restaurant in Puchong. Well. I can't remember the restaurant name again... I have short term memory lost problem. Sigh... Everyone was given a small pot for the steambot. Then you can put the food that you want into it and it's PRIVATE! It's totally based on your own preference. Our cheeck become redish when steam from boiling soup rushing to our face. My greedy brother took a lot of food and junk it all into his own pot. He ends up leaving the food that he not really likes on the pot and stuck his own rib with the food he likes so much. MAD!!!

The dinner ends at 8 something and my brother is rushing home for world cup match at 9PM. Ironically, Puchong traffic is jam and this is due to the bottleneck forms at interchange between Kesas and another route to Puchong Perdana I think. After 15minutes jam, we finally have a smooth journey back to our home sweet home.

I took some rest after arrived home. Then take bath and dress up to prepare to go Red Box Karaoke for another mad session with my friend Garry, Mavisse, Cyen, Lisa, and new friend Kar Wee and Kean Yau. Really not sure I spell their name correctly. Haha... We sang from 12AM until 4AM. Okay, that's it, really tiring, over my limit. Then after fetch Lisa and Cyen back to their sweet home, we meet Garry and Mavisse up at Samy corner for "Yum Cha" session. I think we got home around 6AM.

I jump onto my bed and knock out immediately. What a day... But I do enjoy it very very much!!!

Tiring Day

I had a tiring day yesterday as I was out for loads of activities in 20 hours a day and went back home at 6a.m. I'm really impressed with the energy I had yesterday. Today I'm a half-dead person laying on my bed without having any strength to even think what to write on this blog. I wanted to list down all the things I did yesterday but it seems I'm too exhausted to do so...

Going to my dreamland... ZzzZzzZZzzz... *Rejuvenating*

My sister story...

Today my sister called my mum to inform her that she will go for bridal photo shooting next Friday. She ask my mum to assist her in making her drinks whenever she needs and taking the edge of her bridal dress when she walks. I was really mad when I hear that, I just wonder what the hell is my sister thinking?

I had promised her that I will do that instead of asking my mum to do it. She just recover from flu. Does my sister out of her mind or what?

So after I had my dinner, I called her but I'm trying badly to control my temper of bursting out. I talked to her nicely that I can help her that day instead of my mum. "Why don't you call me and inform that next Friday you will go for bridal photo shooting?" She just said that she don't want me to purposely take leave for it. Who the hell she think am I? I'm her friend? Hey, you are my closest sister, and do you think, I will feel that you are bugging me ?

I just had enough with her. I'm having 'you do what you want' attitude with her already. Let her lives in her own world. Wish her luck and have a happy life ever after.

Love
7th June 06

Post Omen Review

We are late to the cinema. Supposingly we should arrive there at 10:35PM but we arrived at 10:55pm which close to 11pm. Luckily the show have not started yet.

I was so exciting when the move finally starts with a priest in Vatican city gazing through a big wide telescope. It's some sort of space observatory stuff like that. Then the priest spotted three comets.

It continued with all demon images, a Cardinal writting something on a paper and seems like doing some sort of calculations, at the end he wrote 666 which is the demonic number. Okay here comes Roman language conversation which I don't even know what the hell is he talking about without Subtitles. Then it proceed with the same Cardinal on a presentation with projectors showing pictures of how human suffering from natural disaster and war. Luckily this time there's subtitile shown while the priest explaining what had happened to human whenever angel blow a trumpet. At the end of presentation, he say an angel again blow a tumpet. So the story begins...

Here comes those horrifying scene. Okay this is really individual taste and for me I think it's quite creepy to sit in cinema to watch this movie at 6th of June 2006. Okay Okay... Yeah Yeah... I'm a coward, satisfied?

Then the movie ended with the ending which I dont really like. Hate the ending although it is exactly the same as the old time Omen. Arhhh... Nevermind forget it. The show finally ended at 1am.

So we head home with sleepy eyes. So this end the journey of the night...

Love
6th June 06

Omen 666...

Ehem... I'm going to watch Omen tonight. It is 10:35pm show. I got home, had my dinner and it is already 8:47pm. Garry volunteer himself to get the movie tickets after I made the reservation. He just called me and told me that the seat is at the back row corner. Well I'm not sure it is left or right corner, as long as there's distance between our seats and the projector.

Really getting more excited every second it ticks. A lot of the movie images appears on my mind after I watched the movie trailer. I don't think is a good idea to have such high expectation which always end up in disappointment.

While waiting Fatt to come back from work, I'm laying on the bed alone in my room with Jolin voice companion. Writing this blog with my notebook sitting on my leg. Such a good way for relaxation. Perhaps I starting to enjoy becoming one of the blogger community member.

Got to take my bath now, as to get rid all of the dirts that trap on the surface of my body. =^.^=

My little diary starts from here...

Well this will be my first blog to start off my little diary here...

Lately weather seems unpredictable. In the afternoon we might be under a hot sun and on the evening, it rains. A lof of people around me fall sick. There's no exception for me as well. I get fever, flu and cough for almost a week. Starting to recover day by day.

Heard a lot of bad news from neighbouring country Indonesia which natural disaster are taking a lot of innocent lifes to death and leave thousands homeless. From earthquake to volcano eruption. This is saddening and I wonder is the world fall sick also. We don't put much effort on loving the world that we lives in. We polute it from water, air and even exploit forests for the tree logs or human living space.

Sadly, I'm just part of the human being who don't love our world much. Now people tends to enjoy the natural wonders of forest hence it is widely pick as a getaway vacation from city life.

We call ourselve human but are we showing humanity? Hmmm... I wonder...